31 day blog challenge- A difficult time in my life

Hello beautiful people, so I want to tell you about a difficult time.

Late 2012/Early 2013 – For some reason, I can’t remember most of this period, the parts I remember are sketchy. I know I had a crushing migraine throughout that time, and I suffered from severe insomnia.

I experienced certain episodes when I felt a crushing dark presence within me and I’d cry for hours (sometimes overnight) for no apparent reason. Sometimes, I’d feel an overwhelming sadness, and afterwards feel guilt. 

My spirituality was at its lowest point, my social life was non-existent, my schedule was basically: class-hostel-library. Still, I had the worst year educationally. 

I managed to fail ALL my courses (I didn’t have any carryovvers (F), but on the brink). Imagine what this did to my CGPA, I didn’t even consider all of that then. 

I still can’t explain what exactly happened and thinking about it is exhausting. I’ve occasionally had those weird episodes since then but I know better how to deal with them so I don’t go down under.

This is my least favourite challenge of all. Have you experienced difficult times in the past? I’d love to read your comments.

Thanks for reading 💋